i love you
do you know this
Or are you deliberately pretending not to notice?
I work so hard
To forget the reason why you left
Before I have time to tell you in person
You have already left me one step ahead
I looked at the mottled photos on the wall
in a daze
in a daze
In a daze\u2026..
Until I gradually become transparent
So transparent that you can no longer see who I am in the mirror
Temporarily break away from the world
Temporarily separate from the body
Always unwilling to give up and want to search
your traces
Even if it hurts myself
hurt others
I only know
I no longer belong to myself
in this ordinary
I have already turned into the moon shadow in the water
Always looking for you
Become transparent<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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