Shower Diary Chapter 29 Fortress

I have something to buy for you. If it's convenient for you, I can make an appointment with you around 10pm. Can I bring it to you?
I really want to have a good talk with you. If you don’t want to meet, I can let it go and see what you think?

If you want to come back, come back! I am still your husband in name only! Wherever I live, it is still your home. There is nothing to refuse or restrict your access!

I'm not going to go back and live there, get you a gift, and then hope we can have a good chat.

I hope that when you talk this time, you have really organized your language well, instead of just being infatuated like before, and always talking confusingly!

After we met, we gave each other various gifts that we had bought for each other before the quarrel got so loud. She gave me various cookies, and I gave her a bunch of designer brand clothes, and I had already prepared them for her. Her birthday present!

After a brief exchange of greetings, we started chatting...

I really don’t understand why you are so insistent on making my relationship public, and Xiaolu hasn’t made it public either!

Xiaolu is our introducer!

She didn't make it public whether Xiaolu had a fight with you, but all her friends knew about it, and they didn't shy away from anything they couldn't talk about!

But you are not, you are completely hiding my existence. The most annoying thing is that when others ask you, you just casually reply that you are just a friend!
This is really very frustrating!

No! No one asked me about it at all!

You have made so many changes these days, but no one has ever asked about your website?
No one has ever asked about your various art editors?
When you came back to Taiwan, you didn't live with your boss, and no one asked you?
When I went to your company, no one asked about our intimate behavior at all?

Literally no one asked at all! I swear!

Do you really know how small Taipei is? To get to know someone, you will probably get to know them through at most two people, so I have had some private conversations, and if they reply to me, you will reply that they are just friends! So it’s not good to ask you anything anymore!

Who is it? I don’t know why someone asked me. Tell me who it is! I don't believe it!

How could I possibly tell you, given your crazy personality, why should I harm others?

You've always said that you didn't hide anything, so you said, besides your parents, cousin, and your crooked best friend, who else knows about us! Not at all!

Then I want you to disclose it because you have no friends at all who can express your inner feelings. Before we started, Xiaolu mentioned this to me a little bit. You were so crazy last time when I came back. I took a look and saw your message. Here, really everything above 98% is just work!

You can't live without people, you can chat casually, talk nonsense, and complain about inner things to the person you're talking to. It's not that every time you meet, you can only talk about something super superficial, and it's not that the meeting is always for work!

When you always feel that we have a big problem, I ask you to ask your friends and let them tell you where and what went wrong to make it like this!

But have you done it?
Probably not at all. At most, I just told my best friend a few words that we don’t get along, that’s it!

Because you have always wanted to avoid letting others explore your inner feelings, and you are very afraid of the feeling of being discovered. It may be that you have lived alone in Japan for a long time and have been trained to be socialized in this way, so that you can protect yourself a little!

You would show off to me when I took you to the doctor, saying that I can pretend to be very good in front of the doctor and my friends!

So when I told Xiaolu about your exaggerated behavior, she didn’t believe it at all at first. They looked like two different people!

Of course I gave her a lot of supporting evidence. I'm not just talking nonsense, just because we have so few friends in common.

I can only ask many things every time, and I am told every time, is she really the Ryoko I know?

That’s why I want you to disclose all this, and I want to make those people who you are super perfunctory and never really take seriously, but they are super enthusiastic and think they have close friends with you! Know all these things!

Then I will really take care of you. Even if I am really gone, there will still be someone who can take care of you!

Instead of saying you want to be alone, you really become the kind of person you used to be, who thought you were comfortable but had no place to be alone in your heart!

You say that as long as you work, you will be happy. Don’t deceive yourself. People’s lives are not all about work, okay?

The kind of sadness, emotion, laughter that naturally radiates from the heart...all kinds of involuntary emotions, at least there must be someone who can take over them!

Instead of just pretending everything on the surface, that’s why you’re so sick and you don’t even know it!

At that time, Cooper took over your unplaceable emotions, so you always seemed to have a good balance. Then he suddenly left. You will be sad for a long time, but the most important thing is that the feeling in your heart is What if there is no one to take over the job?

Although I am by your side, you are still always on guard against me. Especially every time I find a problem, I go straight to the core of the problem, which makes you feel very hurt!

Because no one has ever treated you like this, and probably no one around you dared to talk to you like this, so you were completely at a loss, so you had no choice but to use loudness and indifference to arm your weakness, so you kept treating me in an exaggerated way. !

I know all this, but I have tried every means, but you are still unwilling to let go of all your defenses. Then tell me, what else can I do?

That’s why I want you to do this, as a breakthrough to build a high wall in your heart, at least let everyone know about this matter. When they ask questions, no matter how hard you are, you will still be so stubborn. Just loosen up a little bit!

Whether or not you can really talk to someone, you may still have to try slowly, but at least having an outlet is always a good thing!

There is no need to idolize yourself all the time and package yourself as if you are perfect. Those friends who really like you, care about you, and love you!

I must have been waiting for you, willing to release a little bit of those inner feelings that have not been easily touched for many years and are on the verge of fragmentation!

Please trust them and they can really take on all this. After all, they are the most precious and important treasures in your life!

This is why I want you to make everything public. And the more explosive the case, the more we will let them know. It seems that they really need us!

Instead of just telling me that I got married and then divorced, if I just finished telling it like this, based on the sense of dignity and distance you have given others over the years, who would dare to ask you more questions? Not hiding in the tower castle you built!

You know that I really love you very much. There should be absolutely no doubt that I love you. You must feel it very deeply!

Then you should now clearly understand why I must tell you to fully disclose this matter!



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